blexmer

You wanna put me in a corner? try to force my hand? good. cause corners are where I thrive. in a corner you only have one direction to look. they all will be coming at you directly. there wont be any backstabs, there wont be room for confusion. All that must be is a determined mindset, and the willingness to kill.
You've raised me to the point i can have those. Lets hope you just manage to not regret this.
As of 15 minutes ago, i have 1 year till i have to move out.
which in some cases, is a blessing. i dont want to stay here. but it also is a curse, because at the moment i dont have the financial status to be able to do so. but now i am backed into a corner. Now i have a goal Now i have a point of focus that i have no choice but to meet. They think they can try to keep holding leverage on me, they are deadly wrong. I've lived with people holding power over me my whole danm life. And soon i will be able to say fuck you to all of them, and live my own life for the first god danm time. until then, I have 3 goals.
1. get a stable employment basis.
2. Ace college.
3. be as prepared as possible for this warzone i am going to be entering in 365.25

And all 3 of those i will meet. and i will prove to them that i am not someone that can be controlled. i'm not someone they can push around and treat like is a child. And i'm losing my will to be the nice guy anymore. I've spent my entire life detesting violence. These people are making me wish i didnt.