Fuyumine

Had me one of those good ol' days of thinkin' instead of doing something constructive like creating music or even looking for a job. What was I thinking about? Moving to Charlotte. In case you're wondering, here's the whole situation:

I am in my twenties, no real job, no degree, no car, no money, no place of my own, and no happiness. I can change that, of course, which is what I have been working to do for the longest, but things don't always work out the way you plan them. My solution? ...

Right. So... yeah, I had a great fuckin' day yesterday, man. Fuckin' awesome. It was very chilled, laid back, the atmosphere was relaxing. I listened to some tunes, made time for some movies.

And then today... today was just shit. I finally, FINALLY got to make time record some of my solo project at my friend's house, and... shit, it's Murphy's Law, man. My flash drive didn't want to read on her stupid Mac. I was so desperate to crunch all of the songs I wanted to record that it was ...

Labor Day was... pretty freakin' awesome, man. It was a lot more chill than yesterday, which is the day I prefer to be my "Lazy" day (Sunday). I made me some maple coffee, watched me a samurai flick, ate some bagels... shit was awesome. I think I might go and play some Revelations: Persona while I'm at it. I still haven't beaten that game, and I kind of want to get myself familiar with it before I play the PSP version. Don't ask me why, I'm just weird like that. But yeah, good day today ...

I have been very... uh... existential? Lately? Yeah. That's the word. Existential. I don't know. It might be these pain killers making me think this way, or perhaps my current life situation. But whatever the case may be I think that may be crazy. LOL. I hate that feeling, man.

Wait... is that neurotic? Is Neurosis a part of existentialism? Well, not existentialism per se, but like... is neurosis the same as having an "existential crisis?" I dunno. LOL Later.

LOL I swear to God, man, this computer is going to be the death of me. Now, suddenly, my computer just stopped producing sound. Like... for no reason whatsoever. I restarted my computer, only to find that my audio devices are no where to be found. What the hell? Should I like... re-install the drivers or something? Or is there something I can do to fix this, 'cause searching the net for those drivers is a chore (these Creative drivers are a BITCH to find, and no, they're not on the official site). ...