Ok So my best friend is awesome. She listens, has awesome fashion sense, helped me through Boyfriends, attempted suicides, ect. Here were i have a problem. I am a person who try to think way ahead. She isn't. Some of her problems have a simple simple solution and she never sees it. It irritates me soo much when she doesnt see the simple path to solutionland (yup just made that word up). Sometimes i just block her out and i feel like that makes me a bad friend. I feel like in this friendship i have ...
Well i have been AWOL because i work like a slave at my new job. Not that i hate it too bad. I miss being here. I miss you guys. I feel like a stranger a little but everytime i come back i get sleepy and fall asleep at the computer. I have been just aching to RP. Nothing complicated, just simple RPing. #thatisall. PS: The title has nothing to do with ths blog. PSS: Can you tell i am a twitter-head. PSSS: I always wanted to do PSSSSSS's ...
My day today was hell. I walked into work feeling good and excited about my trip at the end of this month and my new job. I left work thinking, maybe i don't want to be a nurse. I was going to school for it and didn't finish, but that is my goal ultimately or so i thought. I believe that i am to passionate for the job. I love my residents so much that i get pissed when things are messed up for them. Then my job had the nerve to give out employee satisfaction surveys. On the paper it said, "Fill ...
Ive been academically dismissed from my school. All the time money and effort fucking wastes. I want to get a bullet and shoot myself. FML!
I always though those females who got with guys who were in relationships where the scum of the earth. But i seemed to have gotten myself in a position where it can almost go there. I have a friend that has been friend with me since we were teenagers. He dated my former best friend. They broke up and i didnt see him again until last year. We always had this unspoken lust for one another but we never acted on it, well, until last weekend. He called me crying on the phone. ...