Mellusia

So a little back story. When I was 13-14, I had a severe allergic reaction to some fish dish, and in a panic, I decided to never eat any seafood ever again (well, my mom more so then me, but I agreed). Before my allergic reaction, I've only had the occasional fish fillet from the freezer, so it's not like I was missing out.

But years later I've at least tried a little bit of shrimp (with allergy pills set aside) and...it was alright xD

Kind of a let down I was setting myself ...

Srsly, wtf? I'm almost at my 3 year mark at this dead end job, my attempt at furthering my education was a bust, and the diploma I do have is wasting away, useless to most jobs unless I have 20+ years experience.

WTF

Damn it, after this summer, I need to do something different, or I think all hope is lost for getting a legit career and an independent life -_-

Thursday
Woke up at 12 p.m.
Got insomnia and didn't fall asleep until 6 a.m.

Friday
Wake up at 7 a.m. to get to work for 9:30 a.m.
Finish at 11:15 p.m., get home at 1 a.m.

Highlight: Customer mom that couldn't plan out her day with kids bitches me out for not having plates, utensils, trays (while every other customer didn't seem to have that issue)

Saturday
Wake up at 7 a.m. to get to work for 9:30 a.m.
Finish at 11:00 p.m., ...

I dropped out of my program. Yay. Thank you personal life for wrecking a good thing -_-

It's annoying because I originally didn't wanna go to school until next Fall, so I still end up in the same position, just 3000.00 short of where I was before X_x

Oh well. If nothing else, I kind of hope this will give me an edge come next Fall. Get ahead of my work maybe.

It doubly sucks because I really liked the program, so I definitely wanna try again. It's just expensive ...

So I wonder if I'll be greeted with a "hi again" or "eff you".

I'll just get to the point: I've been busy with real life and school. Had some recent dramaz that's been taking up my time, but for the most part it's cleared up.

Probably dropping out of my program, but we'll see how things go. I'm trying not to think too hard about all my efforts going to waste =D

But yeah, I'm gonna make a sake assumption that I'm back now. So...what's ...