BirriaDS

After almost a year since "that" blog post.

I'm happy to say I'm no longer depressed and that I'm managing to hold my ground...unevenly but I'm holding in college now.

Well Spanish is gonna kick my ass this semester but......


And....now I AM sure that my mom thinks I like my best friend

After some deep soul searching, or whatever it is called, I figure...accepted I probably have a crush on my best friend.

Now we are BFF, people think we are dating, we get along great, I finally learned the important lessons of "just tell her".

Just got a tiny little snag.

She has a BF already.

Typical I know, for the twist I'd have to add they are currently not having the best relationship ever, fighting over what I think it's nonsense. ...

If I remember things right, I made a blog last year about how hard I blundered my first year at college that I ended dropping out.

Well now, thankfully, I'm back on college with a new, more serious, attitude towards college.

There's a tiny thing that's messing things up.

The last blunder has me on the mentality I'm doomed to failure.








On a completely unrelated note, would anyone give me an idea on ...

Here comes a new cheerful one.


I can't believe what happened tod....yesterday at college, professors where actually being helpful, giving hints and stuff instead of being this huge brick walls that don't want any of us to learn a thing.


And for a bit of irony...I got caught under a rain.

After my mom both warned me to take an umbrella or grab my water-proof jacket.


*lays cookies*

For a long time I've been wondering about the "complicated" topic of relationships, as I have no experience, I've done so by observing at all the examples around me, from my parents relationships to my friends and people on my normal "environment", and have been wondering if they are even worth the total hassle I see everyday.

The part of this that annoys me is that, as I am reserved I spend most of my time thinking and have gotten to the conclusion that I can't ...